Realizations
I saw pictures of myself yesterday. Pictures that my sister-in-law posted to Facebook so that all of my HS friends could see just how fat I had gotten. I was devastated. I looked beastly and was so embarrassed because I could not believe that I stopped respecting myself enough to get as obese as I am. I cried for what seemed like hours and then, like every fat person, blamed other people for my fatness. LOL. But something interesting happened. I realized that there are no more excuses. That there is nothing but change left.
It’s a shocking thing- seeing yourself the way others see you. But at least I know the truth.