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I wrote before about this journey being about more than weight loss. While I need to lose weight, I also want my lifestyle to be healthier. I want to focus on creating healthy habits and making healthy choices. The bottom line is that this is for my family. So, I have been spending so much time out of the house getting active and in the Kitchen cooking more. And when I say that I have been cooking, I have really been cooking (read more here).
Well by now you probably know that I am not one of the Mamavation Moms. I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t highly disappointed. Of course, I am happy for the new moms, but the fact is that losing is a big blow in a long line of blows when it comes to my health. As motivated as I am to get healthy it often feels like every attempt that I make to do so fails.
At any rate, this is not about getting anyone to feel sorry for me. I am just being honest which is something I have always done while blogging. The point of this post it to put in writing (type) that I am on a mission to fix things in my life and that nothing will stop me…
I often think that I am afraid to succeed. When I start doing well I almost sabotage myself. The problem is that I find it very hard to recover from that self-defeating behavior. Take this week for example. Since February 10, 2010 I was down 12 pounds as of this past Monday. I was on a roll. My successes the previous week got me so psyched and despite the failures, I stayed mamavated!
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